so i am such a girl. (kory always says that :)) i am getting married in 5 days! i have been counting down since LIKE 56 days. kory always teases me that i say LIKE a lot, so i decided to capitalize it every time i say it. i am here 5 days before i am getting married watching a five year old, miss addison. who is sitting next to me driving me nuts saying," i want to write something" so in my attempt not to lose it i will let her. enjoy! iouoy;i4u3jlfiuyyuyfi4uyf2ougii4 "there" she says. still driving me nuts. anyway. i wish five days was now. i wish i could sleep next to kory tonight. i feel so safe in his arms. i feel like nothing wrong can happen when he is holding me. as cheesy as that is, it's true. i love kissing kory. it never gets old. i love how he tastes. gross. ha ha. but i really do. he has this spot on his neck that smells amazing. no mater what. i love smelling his neck and kissing it softly. i especially love when he kisses my neck. i am so excited to marry him. everyone always asks me if i am nervous, but i really am not. i almost feel like i should be. but it just seems so natural and right. i feel ready. i know we are young or whatever, but i am excited to grow closer to him. which really doesn't seem possible. we are so close already. we really have been through a lot together. he has seen me at my worst and somehow still loves me. it's funny when you are with someone for so long you become alike. kory truly is my best friend. i am closer to him than anyone on this planet. i feel so comfortable around him. and he comforts me. i should tell this all to kory more often. i hope he reads this. i love him. i can't wait to see him hold our baby. he will be the best dad. he is so calm and patient. he is so playful and loving. he just has such a wonderful, pleasant spirit. i hope that rubs off on me more. he is so gentle. i am so lucky. lucky, lucky, lucky. that's how i want to end this. i am the luckiest girl in the world. truly.
